now, tastes more like real life

"It is the fever of life, the consuming desire to live intensely, to create something strong and great, to understand all things, to possess every knowledge and every experience, to do and to be giant. I want to be everywhere at once. I want to read more, to see more people, to be more alone with nature, to write more. In the middle of a small task, I rebel - the fever takes hold of me and I am blinded by illimitable visions of greater things to be done. I want to be at the heights of life every moment, to penetrate the past and to divine the future."

-Anais Nin